It's the end of the yr again. Told myself I'd do this, so here it is.

This yr passed by in a blur. Soo many things happened that I don't even rmb some of them. Hehs.

Anyway, just realised I said at the beginning of the yr that last passed very quickly too. Maybe every year passes very quickly.

I made the following resolutions the beginning of this yr:

First of all, is to stay strong in my faith.
Secondly, to grab opportunities when they arise.
Thirdly, to give without expecting.
Last of all, to learn to trust.

But I don't think I fulfilled any of them, except maybe for the first one. Oh, maybe the 2nd one too. hehs. I mean, I did grab the oppportunity to go overseas for attachment right?

As I said, many many things happened this past yr, things that I did not rmb until I went through my previous entries. Went through 2 n a half semesters this yr, and I must say that they were v eventful and lessons-rich.

From Sem 2.2 to 3.2, made new friends, lost friends, got super close to some, drifted away from some, saw some in new light, some are still seen in the same light. But I must say that every semester was filled with fun, laughter, a lot of hard work and frustration, and a great deal of satisfaction at the end of each sem. Even got to bid for a proj with a construction company outside of curriculum. Spent a lot of time fretting, worrying, and working on that. All for an empty hope.

Actually I have a lot to say, especially abt sem 3.1's projs. I think it goes for everyone of us in the class, at least most of them. But seriously, this event has put me off event planning, at least for the time being. A loong time. Used to want to be an event planner, having second thoughts even now.

Reading through my previous entries also reminded me of sth I wasted plenty of my time and emotions on. Bothered me for quite some time.

Went for my first church camp in June. Was an enriching time.

Then in Sept, I went to Shanghai for attachment. No need to say, that was the biggest happening this yr. Experienced a lot, met a lot of new friends and ppl.

When I came back I felt really alone for the first time in my life. Nobody to call, nobody to whine to, nobody to call for help, nobody to call for consolation. All in all, nobody.

Then I went back to school for the last semester of Poly. Can't believe 2.5 yrs have passed just like that. Having my exams in Feb, meaning I can start working in Mar. I am seriously very frightened of growing up.

This yr did not end with a bang. Christmas was alright. I've been rotting at home most of the time. Watching DVDs.

Don't feel like making resolutions this yr. Can't think of any anyways.

I feel miserable. Again. My nose is running/leaking non-stop; I think I've used up abt 4-5 pkts of tissue which equals up to at least 40 tissues on my stupid nose. Can you imagine?? Absolutely hate it when my nose acts up. Hope I won't get sick, or rather, sicker.

Anyways, my two weeks holidays is coming to an end. Christmas has also passed. Ironically, my Christmases have always been passed without celebration. I'm talking the day itself. Except for last year. Last year was the best. Not only the day itself, but the entire season. But this year, I only had plans for Christmas eve and not Christmas itself. I was at my cousin's place till early in the mrng of Christmas, abt 5am. But that gathering with my cousins was good! Though I was very tired that day cos I had to wake at like 6plus, and not everybody was there, and I was a 'lil pissed abt my cousin. We went to pepper lunch for dinner (I know, weird. Totally no festive mood.) and Haagen Daaz for dessert. And we had choc fondue!!! It soooo good! (To Jiahong and Corrin: I'm still waiting!)

I love meeting my cousins for gatherings. We always have so much fun together.




Dunno what my sis is taking


THE Chocolate Fondue - ice cream balls, cookies, strawberries, bananas, green apples.. Yum Yum!

Have not really met up with friends this year for Christmas unlike previous years. Not v sure why. Stms growing up scares me. It's not only abt the increased responsibilities, but also the drifting apart.

I think I blogged abt my worries on what I'll be doing after graduation. I'm going to leave it in the good (hopefully!) hands of employment agencies and the more than omnipotent hands of God.

Went to Vivocity with my mum and sis on Tuesday and we explored it thoroughly. From Tang's to the boutiques, to Giant. But after the entire day, we went home with a small bag my mum bought, sausages from marketplace and very full stomachs. Haha. Not that the clothes/stuffs at Vivo aren't beautiful, but they were either out of my very limited budget, wrong for the season in Singapore or didn't catch my eye. But, I managed to spend all my available cash at Bakersin. My sis and I wanted to treat my mum, but I had limited money and my sis who came up with the idea had no money. In the end my mum paid for a small part of the bill. Hehe. But before that we had lunch at Carl's Junior which was very very good. Shld hv let my mum treat us to Bakersin instead of Carl's.

Candy and Flo came to my hse to bake yesterday. The main reason was for Cheng's birthday cos we didn't manage to celebrate it with her in time and style. We baked her a cake.. And it looked fine, until the both of them decided to use the pink icing to decorate the cake... It turned out to be a disaster. Cheng asked if we took photos of the cake.. and I just told her str away that they were too ugly. Haha.

Anyways, after that, we started baking cookies. The both of them wanted to bake cookies to give us, their friends for Christmas. But the thing is, they were baking cookies in my kitchen, which are supposed to be for me. Haha.
The first batch of cookies were.. let's just say that the girls were toooo ambitious. They molded the dough into shapes of teddy bears, snowmen, christmas trees and snowflakes. THe dough looked nice. But the end product......... was bad. The second batch was much much better.

Hmm, not much to blog on.

This is my 2nd week of school only, and I'm already feeling tired. How to tahan the rest of the term? But at least I've adjusted myself back from the holiday mood I was in during the first week.

Anyway, I really hv no idea whether to work part-time or not. My school hours are pretty short, just that I may need to do proj often. Anyway, the part-time job thing is minor, when compared to what I'm going to do when I graduate. I seriously do not know what I want to work as 3mths later. I mean, I know I'll definitely be working, but as what? Corp comm? Admin? Events? Tourism? What???? Am feeling quite lost now. In the past I nv seriously pondered over what I will work as in the future. I just took each day as it is. But now, the future seems to be too near.

Anyhow, this year's Christmas came in a blink of an eye. I still remember last year's Christmas vividly. It was the best Christmas I ever had. This year's sort of a blur and rush. Cos I just started school, so half of me is occupied with trying to adjust from coming back after being overseas for so long and starting school.

-- If I could relive those times..